Insightful Moment at the Temple Courtyard

This was an interesting chapter for me. I've just come out of a two day silent retreat in a little shack next to the woods. (When you're alone and silent for long hours at a time, things shift... perspective changes.) As I read Gire's prayer, the beginning resonates. There are fewer things that bother me now. I don't feel so strongly moved by the things I believe. But Gire twists this into a negative for himself, says he feels guilty about his compromises and his failures.

I'm pretty much over guilt. Maybe because I enjoyed so much of its pain in my younger years... half built an identity on it. Been there, done that. I'm moving on... into joy and gratitude these days. For me that's a good thing.

I'm confused by his assertion that Jesus turned the tables in the temple twice. I didn't know that. He did? I thought it was the same story told by different gospelers. Am I wrong here? Claire?